18th February 2021 – The dream
It was a bright day and I was with Christian families/friends congregated outside of their houses on a quiet cul-de-sac road . We appeared to be neighbours. Everything looked fine until we realised that one of our children had gone missing. We began to search for them until we saw a man in a van. He was a friend – a born again believer, yet somehow we knew he was guilty. The missing child had been mutilated. The absolute shock and disbelief brought a sickening silence. Then another child -a toddler went missing – the daughter of close friends. Our eyes became fixed on her uncle who was standing at the door of his house. We knew he had mutilated the child. Again, this was an absolute shock to us all; that a lovely man of God who had children of his own would commit such an atrocity. As I turned around I saw the girl with her parents; she was missing one of her arms, and looked almost doll like. Everyone just stood staring at her. I awoke full of absolute terror and sadness, wanting to erase it immediately from my memory.
Between the dream and its interpretation
Over recent weeks I have researched about the covid 19 vaccine currently being rolled out. I sensed the Lord say not to lean on my own knowledge/understanding but rather seek and acknowledge Him, knowing He would direct me (Proverbs 3:5-6). So I asked the Lord on 4 th March what His heart was on this matter, knowing that it is easy to get side tracked with various theories. The Lord answered me in a way I was not expecting. Romans chapter 14 came to mind – especially verse 22 where it says “Happy is he who does not condemn himself in what he approves”. I decided to search Romans 14 and covid vaccines on the internet and I was directed to blog posts from Dave Brennan – from the organisation ‘Brephos’. As I began to the read the posts, I became convinced in my spirit of the Lord’s heart of grief towards the lives mercilessly taken by abortion and an unrepentant nation, guilty of the murder of a huge number of innocent lives. In 2019 over 200,000 babies in England and Wales were aborted – that’s over 500 babies a day. What was also grievous to me was the purposeful harvesting of organs from aborted babies. These aborted babies’ cell lines have been used in the testing and production of vaccines historically and to date. I would encourage you to read these blog posts by Brephos and CBRUK below for further details/insight:
5th March 2021 – The interpretation of my dream
The interpretation of my dream came on the evening of 5 th March whilst praying online with friends about unrelated issues. I had not sought the Lord for the interpretation of the dream, in fact I had tried to forget it.
In my dream the Christians were all happily talking to one another, unaware of what was taking place amongst them. It wasn’t until we noticed our children were missing that we stopped our casual chats. Shockingly the ones held guilty for the massacre of the children were part of this group. The armless child I saw was reminiscent of an abortion procedure; the ripping of limbs from the torsos of babies. It seemed so shocking and sickening to think that honourable people could be found guilty of such heinous crimes.
1 Peter 4:17 says “For the time has come for judgement to begin at the house of God; and if it begins with us first, what will be the end of those who do not obey the gospel of God?” There are those in the church today who do not have a problem with abortion. There are many Christians who condemn abortion, yet because it is an unseen sin, sold under the banner of ‘NHS healthcare’ we give little attention to this abomination, turning a blind eye.
In Genesis 4:10 the Lord said to Cain,“What have you done? The voice of your brother’s blood cries out to Me from the ground”. The innocent blood of aborted babies is crying out to God for justice. Psalm 89:14 says that “Righteousness and justice are the foundation of Your throne; mercy and truth go before Your face”. In Matthew 23 Jesus condemned the scribes and Pharisees as white washed tombs – outwardly appearing righteous yet inwardly full of hypocrisy and lawlessness. They were guilty of the the blood of righteous Abel to the blood of Zechariah yet they themselves had not been directly involved in the deaths. (Matt 23:35).
Proverbs 24: 11-12 says:
“Deliver those who are drawn toward death, And hold back those stumbling to the slaughter. If you say, “Surely we did not know this,”Does not He who weighs the hearts consider it? He who keeps your soul, does He not know it? And will He not render to each man according to his deeds? ”
It is clear we have a responsibility to speak up for those who cannot speak for
themselves and expose the hidden works of darkness.
Ephesians 5:8-14 says:
“For you were once darkness, but now you are light in the Lord. Walk as children of light (for the fruit of the Spirit is in all goodness, righteousness, and truth), finding out what is acceptable to the Lord. And have no fellowship with the unfruitful works of darkness, but rather expose them. For it is shameful even to speak of those things which are done by them in secret. But all things that are exposed are made manifest by the light, for whatever makes manifest is light. Therefore He says: “ Awake, you who sleep, Arise from the dead, And Christ will give you light.”
We are told to protect the NHS and others under the banner of ‘Loving thy neighbour’. Behind this banner we are guilty of not loving the very weakest, frailest, voiceless children of God. According to government figures 99% of the 200,000+abortions in England and Wales in 2019 were funded by the NHS. God’s heart is grieved for the murder of his smallest children. His heart is grieved for the complacency and silence of His church. Proverbs 31:8 says:
“Open your mouth for the speechless, in the cause of all who are appointed to die.”
Our silence makes us guilty. Although abortion was legalised in the UK in 1967 with 9 million babies aborted since then, it is not just a sin of our generation. In Bible times Jeremiah spoke of the same abomination, under the guise of sacrificing to Molech, upon the high places of Baal. Jeremiah 32:34-35 says, “But they set their abominations in the house which is called by My name, to defile it. And they built the high places of Baal which are in the Valley of the Son of Hinnom, to cause their sons and their daughters to pass through the fire to Molech, which I did not command them, nor did come into my mind that they should do this abomination, to cause Judah to sin.”
Gideon was a man who thought very little of his own ability, yet by faith tore down the statue of Baal, incurring the wrath of his fellow Israelites.
Is God using the issue of vaccines to expose a deeper issue which as Christians we should be awake to and united upon? The world may be ignorant of the fact that abortion is murder and that God purposefully created us and knew us before we were born (Psalm 139), yet as born again believers in Jesus there is a responsibility we must wake up to. Ezekiel 33:8 says “When I say to the wicked, ‘O wicked man, you shall surely die!’ and you do not speak to warn the wicked from his way, that wicked man shall die in his iniquity; but his blood I will require at your hand.”
I am reminded of the verse Paul spoke to the Athenian people, who worshipped an unknown God.
“Truly,these times of ignorance God overlooked, but now commands all men everywhere to repent, because He has appointed a day on which He will judge the world in righteousness by the Man whom He has ordained. He has given assurance of this to all by raising Him from the dead.” – Acts 17:30-31
May the love of Christ compel us and cause us to repent. May our heart be burdened for what burdens His. May we be intercessors for the unborn. May we be a mouthpiece in this crooked and perverse generation. May we speak the truth in love. May we bear the name of Jesus and may we not be ashamed of the Gospel of Christ. May we walk in the light as He is in the light.